"Aku sampai di bagian bahwa aku telah jatuh cinta.
Namun orang itu hanya mampu kugapai sebatas punggung saja.
Seseorang yang cuma sanggup kuhayati bayangannya dan tak akan pernah kumiliki keutuhannya.
Seseorang yang hadir sekelebat bagai bintang jatuh yang lenyap keluar dari bingkai mata sebelum tangan ini sanggup mengejar.
Seseorang yang bisa kukirimi isyarat sehalus udara, langit, awan, atau hujan.
Seseorang yang selamanya harus dibiarkan berupa sebentuk punggung karena kalau sampai ia bebalik niscaya hatiku hangus oleh cinta dan siksa."

              Hanya Isyarat by Dee Lestari

How could you do it? I never saw its coming. I need an ending.
So why can't you stay just long enough to explain?

The sum of strangers

I should be over the butterflies since the first time our eyes met.
I should have been warned myself to step forward, not to judge you that rude but i just wanted to prevent myself from hurting all the time. We were just complete strangers back then and i barely know you in years, but it doesn't turns out exactly like what i've ever imagined before.
Because right on the first sight, i undoubtedly fall in love with you.

"Baby, if I'm half a man i say i am,
If I'm a woman with no fear just like i claim i am.
Then i believe in what you say, there's nothing left for you to do.
The only proof that i need is.. You."

In the name of pain

Don't overthink. And expect. Because them will kill you, fast enough.
Everything just gets worst when you started to expect thing to happen, feeling to grow, and love to bloom. I know its hard to prevent you from the wants to think that way, but it also hard to prevent you from falling, aching, broken-hearted.

Well, cause if you do:
Pain demands to be felt - Gus Waters. (TFiOS, 2012)